"Heaven Help Us" - My Chemical Romance

"Heaven Help Us" - My Chemical Romance (The Black Parade [B-Sides])

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Kill All Your Friends" - My Chemical Romance

"Kill All Your Friends" - My Chemical Romance (The Black Parade [B-Sides])

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"I Never Told You What I Do For A Living (Demo)" - My Chemical Romance

"I Never Told You What I Do For A Living (Demo)" - My Chemical Romance (Life On The Murder Scene)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Desert Song" - My Chemical Romance

"Desert Song" - My Chemical Romance (Life On The Murder Scene)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Bury Me In Black" - My Chemical Romance

"Bury Me In Black" - My Chemical Romance (Life On The Murder Scene)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Burn Bright" - My Chemical Romance

"Burn Bright" - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Surrender The Night" - My Chemical Romance

"Surrender The Night" - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

i'll wrap my hands around your neck so tight with love, love

it's been a long time since i've just made a post for the pleasure of it... whatever that means.

BEST ALBUM I'VE HEARD THIS YEAR! i don't think anything can top this. and yes: "Save Rock & Roll" comes in second. that's how good FOB's new album is...

so... go buy it. until then, enjoy:

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Make Room!!!!" - My Chemical Romance

"Make Room!!!!" - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Kiss The Ring" - My Chemical Romance

"Kiss The Ring" - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

Evan Peters joins "X-Men: Days Of Future Past"

slkjdlaksjdlkajsdlkasjdlkasjdlaksjdlaksjdlkasd!!! ♥♥♥

yes!!! YES!!! Evan Peters joining my favourite franchise ever it's like a dream come true.

i'm fangirling so hard right now. like... a lot.

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

'American Horror Story' Adds Emma Roberts to its 'Coven'

She joins boyfriend Evan Peters in the third season of the FX anthology.

Emma Roberts

FX is welcoming another member into its coven.

Emma Roberts is joining the third-season cast of American Horror Story: Coven, The Hollywood Reporter has learned. Details on which character the actress will play are being kept under wraps other than the fact she's a party girl.

While little is known about the witch-themed season three of American Horror Story, producers said at PaleyFest in March that the series would again search for haunted places in America. Co-creator Ryan Murphy previously told The Hollywood Reporter that next year would feature three characters playing real people, with co-star Kathy Bates being one of them.

Roberts joins a growing cast in the anthology fromGlee's Murphy and Brad Falchuk that also includes her boyfriend Evan Peters, who will be back for his third run.

Previously announced co-stars for season three include Angela Bassett, Patti LuPone,Gabourey Sidibe, Bates and returning players Jessica Lange, Peters, Sarah Paulson, Taissa Farmiga, Frances Conroy and Lily Rabe. Season t here will bow in October.

For Roberts, the news comes after Fox passed on its adaptation of Delirium. The AHScasting keeps the actress in the 20th Television fold.

Roberts is repped by CAA and Sweeney Entertainment. TV Line first reported the news.

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i don't know how to feel about this. but i sure don't like Emma being called "Evan's girlfriend" or viceversa. i mean: yeah, sure, they're boyfriend-girlfriend, but they are their own person and they existed and acted before they started dating so... agh! fuck reporters!

anywhooo: i was hoping for Taissa and Evan to be a couple again this season. now i'm not sure i'll be getting that T.T

other thing: i really hope Taissa plays a crazy witch motherfucker, cuz i want Emma to be the scream queen of the series. or, wait: they can both be crazy witches motherfuckers... together! yeah, that'd be awesome! ♥

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"The Light Behind Your Eyes" - My Chemical Romance

"The Light Behind Your Eyes" - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"The World Is Ugly" - My Chemical Romance

"The World Is Ugly" - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

If you're listening to this... you're the Resistance.-

*End Of Transmission*

"Gun." - My Chemical Romance

"Gun." - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Once Upon A Time In Wonderland" ("OUAT" spin-off) trailer and such

In Victorian England, the young and beautiful Alice (Sophie Lowe) tells a tale of a strange new land that exists on the other side of a rabbit hole. An invisible cat, a hookah smoking caterpillar and playing cards that talk are just some of the fantastic things she's seen during this impossible adventure. Surely this troubled girl must be insane and her doctors aim to cure her with a treatment that will make her forget everything. Alice seems ready to put it all behind her, especially the painful memory of the genie she fell in love with and lost forever — the handsome and mysterious Cyrus (Peter Gadiot). But deep down Alice knows this world is real and just in the nick of time, the sardonic Knave of Hearts (Michael Socha) and the irrepressible White Rabbit (John Lithgow) arrive to save her from a doomed fate. Together, the trio will take a tumble down the rabbit hole to this Wonderland where nothing is impossible. "Once Upon A Time In Wonderland" stars Sophie Lowe ("Beautiful Kate") as Alice, Michael Socha ("This Is England") as Knave of Hearts, Peter Gadiot ("The Forbidden Girl") as Cyrus, Emma Rigby ("Hollyoaks") as Queen of Hearts and John Lithgow ("Third Rock From The Sun") as the voice of the White Rabbit. "Once Upon A Time In Wonderland" is written and executive produced by Eddie Kitsis and Adam Horowitz ("Once Upon A Time"). Also executive produced by Steve Perlman and Zack Estrin, and directed by Ralph Hemecker. "Once Upon A Time In Wonderland" is produced by ABC Studios.

ok. highlights:

a) MICHAEL SOCHA PLAYS THE KNAVE OF HEARTS ♥ #BeingHumanUKabstinence;

b) they.are.all.english(or from UK and/or surroundings). beatiful accents. YES!;

b) FINALLY someone made an "Alice In Wonderland" (sorta) series!;

c) it's after "Through The Looking-Glass", which is absolutely awesome and leaves less margin for error and Alice's fandom's displeasure;

d) this is going to rock hard, as did OUAT first season, cuz lemme tell you: season 2 sucks. don't even bother watching it;

e) i'm pretty excited about this. can't wait til september.

oh: one thing i'm NOT looking foward: the OUAT/OUATW cross-over. it's just gonna suck. big time. or not. i don't know, but i'm definitely not excited about it.

one more thing: YAY! MICHAEL SOCHA! ♥

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"AMBULANCE" - My Chemical Romance

"AMBULANCE" - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Tomorrow's Money" - My Chemical Romance

"Tomorrow's Money" - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Here's to Never Growing Up" - Dave Days (Avril Lavigne Cover)

"singing Avril Lavigne at the top of our loungs!" -> yeah, man. yeah. that's the spirit!

the mash-up with "Sk8ter Boi" is fucking priceless. i mean: yeah, kid! way to go! that's how you do an amazing cover... talent. so much talent.-

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Here's To Never Growing Up" - Avril Lavigne live@Today Show [17.05.2013]

i can't get enough of this song.
also, this:

you know you want to take Evan on tour again... TAKE EVAN ON TOUR AGAIN, AVRIL!!! pretty please? we'd love that (:

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

this is what i call: "i don't wanna study".

random Evan T pics!

from "The Best Damn Thing" video. he's got a couple of cameos there... playing drums. very cool with his best "i'm a fucking badass" face on.

i love this photoshoot

my phone wallpaper. yeeeaahhh... ♥

best "wtf?! moment" picture ever.

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"It's Like That" - Evan Taubenfeld (Making the Video)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

Evan Taubenfeld shows off Big Evil Studios!

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

Evan Taubenfeld strikes a pose!

"I watched Zoolander last night for inspiration"

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

Evan Taubenfeld goes Guitartastic!

i knew that white guitar was custom made! you little fucker. i love that guitar x3 i've been obsessed with white guitars since the day i first saw Frank Iero's full white Epiphone, "Pansy" (God rest her soul) back in 2002.

oh, man... when he talks amps i just wanna put him inside a cage and make him talk to me all day for the rest of his life.

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

Evan Taubenfeld goes Geartastic!

"Being that I'm a Grammy® award winning engineer" -> best.kick-off.start.ever.

he's such a nerd. i can't believe he's not married with children. or not married, but still have kids. i mean: what is he waiting for to make some pretty, cute, nerdy mini-Evans?!

"This is, actually, the talk back. You hold that and then you say to your singer: "nah, do it again, man. that wasn't very good!" Which when I'm singin happens a lot"

i can't believe he compared producing with cooking. no. i love you.

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Boy Division" - My Chemical Romance

 "Boy Division" - My Chemical Romance (Conventional Weapons)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Black Dragon Fighting Society" - My Chemical Romance

"Black Dragon Fighting Society" - My Chemical Romance (The Mad Gear And Missile Kid (EP))

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

John Mayer - "Where The Light Is" full concert

so... he is a fucking genius alright. and he got swifted. haha. poor thing. what was he doing dating Taylor Swift anyway?

[speaking about "Dear John"] "I will say as a songwriter that I think it's kind of cheap songwriting.".

i listened to the [Taylor Swift] song and he's right. but... i mean: that's what she does. she dated half the world (of musicians) all ages. she goes way older, way younger. she don't give a shit, she just needs something to write about. that's sick and kinda cool at the same time.

back to John: you, freaking amazing guitarrist, soul-melting voice, motherfucker, i kinda love you now.

Tracklist:

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3:07 Neon
9:22 Stop This Train
14:26 In Your Atmosphere
20:30 Daughters
25:45 Free Fallin'
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33:53 Everyday I Have the Blues
37:48 Wait Until Tomorrow
43:32 Who Did You Think I Was
48:14 Come When I Call
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51:38 Good Love Is on The Way
56:01 Out of My Mind
1:06:27 Vultures

1:14:19 Bold As Love
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1:26:05 Waiting on The World to Change
1:30:37 Slow Dancing in A Burning Room
1:36:55 Why Georgia
1:41:25 The Heart Of Life
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1:45:12 I Don't Need No Doctor
1:52:10 Gravity
2:03:51 I Don't Trust Myself (With Loving You)
2:12:38 Belief
2:18:52 I'm Gonna Find Another You
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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Here's To Never Growing Up" - Avril Lavigne live@Dancing With The Stars [14.05.2013]

how does she keep getting better?! i love and admire her so much. and this song is awesome! can't wait for the whole album!!! #EXCITED

also: Evan T's there... yeeeaaahhh! man, you gotta cut the shit and go back to playing lead guitar with your best friend (: we all miss you in the Avril Crew ♥

i mean: can't you see Avril is super happy to have you there? she has that big smile on her face as she sings and looks at Evan like: "yep. i've missed playing with you, bestie. it feels so right". haha... aahhh i'm nuts (?)

also: Evan & Avril just sound SO FUCKING GOOD together. 

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Mastas Of Ravenkroft" - My Chemical Romance

"Mastas Of Ravenkroft" - My Chemical Romance (The Mad Gear And Missile Kid (EP))

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"F.T.W.W.W." - My Chemical Romance

"F.T.W.W.W." - My Chemical Romance (The Mad Gear And Missile Kid (EP))

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Vampire Money" - My Chemical Romance

"Vampire Money" - My Chemical Romance (Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Popular Song" - MIKA ft. Ariana Grande (Official Video)

this is so... Tim Burton-ish.
i love it ♥

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Goodnite, Dr. Death" - My Chemical Romance

"Goodnite, Dr. Death" - My Chemical Romance (Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"The Kids From Yesterday" - My Chemical Romance

"The Kids From Yesterday" - My Chemical Romance (Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

30 Day Album Challenge - Day 30

An album that can make you cry

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"DESTROYA" - My Chemical Romance

"DESTROYA" - My Chemical Romance (Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

30 Day Album Challenge - Day 29

An album that doesn’t really mean anything; it’s just a good, fun time

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Summertime" - My Chemical Romance

"Summertime" - My Chemical Romance (Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Thank You For The Venom" (My Chemical Romance FanFic) - Chapter 34

Ok. So, this fanfic is not mine. It's a fic I found a few years ago (like five or four years ago) in Quizilla® -I mean, back when Quizilla was quizilla.com and not .teenick.com-. It was written by user AuroraMist, who took it down, and I don't know why.
She wrote a lot of amazing fan fictions; she's a hell of a writer. But this is definitely my favourite from her, and it is for sure the best My Chemical Romance fan fiction I've ever read. And I've read quite a few. So, I thought I'd share it -again- with the World. Cuz it's awesome, and it deserves to be read.
This is the last chapter she uploaded. I don't know if it was meant to end like it does, but... it is all there is. Enjoy.

34

"Is he okay with it?" I asked Frank at 11:30 that same night, struggling with the lock on a suitcase. We didn't have any lights on and had to whisper so as not to wake Mikey who we wanted to remain oblivious and unconscious. We'd managed to elude everyone to the fact that we were leaving. No one had known until a little while ago, thanks to Frank's clumsiness, Frank had finished packing a while ago and, since returning from the kitchen, had been leaning against the doorframe watching me, with folded arms across his chest and blank expression, for almost twenty minutes without offering any help.

"No," he answered, scratching his chin and rolling his eyes. "It's Gerard, what do you expect?"

Rubbing my hands over my face and stepping away from the stubborn piece of luggage, which sat there innocently, lid open three inches, I laughed. "A police lined up waiting outside and on the roof to stop us."

"You'd better not say that too loudly or he'll hear and actually do it. Feeding Gerard’s ideas, is not good."

"Do you think," I started while returning to my packing, every word coming out as a grunt, "he'll forcibly prevent us from leaving or should we risk it? Charge our way out, suitcases up to shield faces, and hope for the best? Oh for fuck's sake! You little piece of fucking shit - gah, Frank, come over here. Sit."

"Way to make me feel like a dog," he sighed but did as he was told nonetheless.

"You're hardly complaining," I grunted.

"Yeah, well, you scare me sometimes."

I scoffed but did not reply as the suitcase finally cooperating distracted me. After jumping backwards with arms raised in triumph, I roughly shoved Frank off to pick it up, exclaiming, "Yes, I'm a genius!"

"You? I did all the work."

"What're you getting at with this? Because I am not paying you for putting your ass on my luggage-"

"God, shut up," Frank hissed, "or you'll wake Mikey up and we'll never get out of here. Come on, we have to try placate Gerard one more time or charge through the police line up, suitcases drawn. Your choice."

When pouting didn't work and he refused to climb through our bedroom window, I led him into the kitchen where Gerard was yawning into a cup of either coffee or, well it was Gerard so, coffee and sitting on a counter top, swinging his legs. "Gerard-" I started cautiously when he didn't look up at us.

"No," he answered in a tired voice, taking a sip of his drink. I frowned.

"What do you mean 'no'?"

"It's a refusal."

"I know what it is but that's bullshit. Why?"

"I don't want you to. I want you to get married in Jersey where I can be best man and you're wed by a proper priest, not Elvis. So, you see, you can absolutely not leave."

Frank's lip twitched and he tried. "Gerard-"

"No."

"Gerard-"

"Dipshit," he cut off my fiancée, "you wake me up at," he paused to check his watch which apparently wasn't working as he then turned around to look at the clock on the wall, "nearly midnight by trampling on my head-"

I smirked and Frank looked indignant. "I didn't know you were sleeping on my floor!"

"Well a little warning before you kick my head in would be nice. Now, I would like us all to go to bed and sleep into a rational frame of mind. One in which good decisions are made and you will both see things from my point of view, a happy place where eloping is frowned upon. Sleep is good, so off you go to bed and we will talk about this again in the morning."

"No."

Gerard looked from me to Frank numerous times. "What do you mean 'no'?! You can't do this, you have to get married properly!"

I kissed his cheek as Frank opened the door for us to leave. "We'll send you a postcard."

Gerard grabbed my wrist and hooked his other arm around Frank's neck as we started to move. "No, I don't want a postcard, I want you to stay put! You're making a big mistake, you'll regret it for the rest of your lives, you're not being sensible - just fucking listen to me."

I sighed while trying to inconspicuously pry off his fingers but they were holding on firmly. "Gerard-" I paused to violently try to shake him off but he's a stubborn boy "-we're going to get married whether it be here or in Vegas, what does it matter?"

He reluctantly loosened his hold and we immediately, and in unison, stepped a safe distance away. "I don't know ... It's just so much more like a real wedding when there are guests, tuxes and dresses, annoying mothers and a reception - you know, the works. Doing it in Las Vegas is just so trashy." He paused, looking down at his swinging feet. "And ... besides, I ... really wanted to be there for you guys."

I bit my lip. "Gerard, you are here for us and not being there won't change that. That's exactly why we're doing this. We love you all but there's just too much pressure, and there shouldn't be. It's our wedding, you know. And neither of us want a really big fancy one with lots of fuss so this is just better."

"I kind of figured." He looked from Frank's face to mine, frowning, before sighing loudly. "Okay, if it's what you both want, I'm not going to stop you. Besides, going by this morning, I'm guessing you just want to get it over with so you can go on your honeymoon," he added, causing Frank to roll his eyes and me to blush bright red.

Frank and I took turns hugging him goodbye and we were out of the door when I turned back. "Wait!" Frank made an impatient noise and looked at the ceiling but let me continue. "Ray's not out of hospital yet, we can't just leave him while he's sick without even an explanation of 'we're getting married in Vegas, see you later - Oh, almost forgot, get better'."

"I'll explain everything, don't worry about it," Gerard assured me. "Besides, he seemed fine when we saw him today - er," he looked at the clock again, "yesterday. He'll probably be free to go tomor- today, I mean. God, I need sleep," he added, rubbing his face furiously.

I smiled as I remembered how perky and eager to leave the hospital Ray had been when we'd visited. "Okay, he'll be fine," I repeated to myself as we turned again to leave after Frank had finished attacking Gerard with another hug. "Bye Gee."

"Bye! Take lots of photos and, I swear to God, if you do one of those stupid, lame and tacky themed-weddings I will kick both of your skinny asses!"

This time we'd only gotten a few steps down the hallway before Gerard came out, looking weary and telling us that there was something we'd probably like to hear before he led us back into Frank's apartment.

"Don't give me that look, dipshit-"

"Well then quit trying to stop us from leaving," Frank shot back at Gerard.

"I swear I'm not. And if you twats actually checked your messages on the answering machine every once in a while I wouldn't have had to call you back in." Once he'd finished defending himself he pressed the 'play' button before jumping back onto the counter beside the machine.

"You have 1 unread message.

Message 1, 8:01 a.m.

'Hello Carrie'," Came my mother's voice and I opened my mouth to reply but Frank shook his head. He knows me too well, '"and, um, Frank I guess. If you're listening too. On that note, hello to all the other people you hang around with and know I don't approve of. I suppose they'll be there aswell since they always are and you refuse to take my advice of telling them to find someone else to mooch off of. You're getting married, you can't keep letting four un-housetrained men'-" Mom paused to listen to someone on her end and we heard the muffled sounds of an argument for nearly a minute "'Oh alright, but really it's what's best for her' ... 'She's our daughter, John, I have every right' ... 'Fine, fine. Anyway, Carrie, back to the reason I called. I have taken the responsibility- you're welcome, by the way- of arranging your bachelorette party since you probably haven't even thought of it, despite there being just barely enough time for one now since you're hardly an efficient planner for events such as weddings' ... 'I am not 'nagging her', I am simply reminding her that this is important - and that she has pretty much shifted all responsibility and work involved onto other people- that's all' ... 'Oh, I am not. I'm sorry about that, Carrie, your father has been rather moody lately. Anyway, you have to call me so I can tell you what I've arranged. I'm not happy that you hardly call anymore - I am your mother and I must know what is going on at all times. So you will call me as soon as you get this message and, from now on, I will be calling every day - if you can't muster the decency to keep in contact with the woman you lived inside of for nine months and who bravely pushed you out' ... 'I am not. Just leave me alone' ... 'No, go read your newspaper somewhere else please' ... 'Please! ... Thank you. Anyway, Carrie, the point is that I want this wedding to be a success, as I am sure you do too. So, we will be talking more regularly. Okay, I have to go. Call me back soon.'

End of mess-"

Beep. Gerard looked up at Frank and I, after deleting the message, and I stared back, tapping my fingers on my chin.

"Gerard, the next time she calls can you please give her - Hold on, I'll get a pen and write it down-" After watching me search around for a pen frantically, Frank calmly reached behind Gerard's head and retrieved a pencil from the shelf there to hand to me "-Oh, thank you. Gerard, can you give her this - my cell number- and tell her that we are more likely to be able to talk if she uses this number." I placed the pencil down after scribbling down the number and held out the piece of paper for Gerard.

He looked down at it and then up at me. "Okay, will do. But what do I say to explain when she does call here?"

"I work," I said, trying to keep the indignation in my voice to a minimum,

"But knowing dear old Hannah she'll try the apartment numerous times even after I give her your cell. You know, because she doesn't like or trust me and hates that I 'mooch' off of you and Frank."

"Just say anything. Rambling usually makes her hang up; try that."

Gerard nodded and I quickly said 'bye' one more time just in case Frank remembered Madonna and held us up further. Gerard ushered us out and, as he closed the door on our backs, I turned to Frank and hoped I was conveying my nervousness well through the look I sent him. "We're going to elope."

He stopped walking, causing me to do the same and look around at him. A grin broke out across his face as he stopped immediately in front of me, placing his arms around my waist. I smirked, remembering what Gerard had interrupted earlier, and Frank must have been thinking along the same lines because his expression mirrored mine.

I pulled his face down and kissed him. He kissed back briefly before pulling away and resting his forehead against mine in one of those sickly-sweet moments single people always gag at.

"You sure you want to do this, Carrie?"

"Yeah."

He kissed me again and then stepped back, slinging an arm across my shoulder as we started walking again. "Okay." 

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

30 Day Album Challenge - Day 28

A peaceful album

it's peaceful to me.

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W" - My Chemical Romance

"S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W" - My Chemical Romance (Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

Behind the Scenes of "Here's To Never Growing Up" Part 2 (Unlocked by Italy)

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~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~

"Thank You For The Venom" (My Chemical Romance FanFic) - Chapter 33

Ok. So, this fanfic is not mine. It's a fic I found a few years ago (like five or four years ago) in Quizilla® -I mean, back when Quizilla was quizilla.com and not .teenick.com-. It was written by user AuroraMist, who took it down, and I don't know why.
She wrote a lot of amazing fan fictions; she's a hell of a writer. But this is definitely my favourite from her, and it is for sure the best My Chemical Romance fan fiction I've ever read. And I've read quite a few. So, I thought I'd share it -again- with the World. Cuz it's awesome, and it deserves to be read.

33

For a decision we made all of a sudden, over something Frank had mentioned in no intention other than a passing comment, a lot had to be decided and a lot had to be done... And there was not a lot to be said about the 'effort' we were putting into it. So far the only thing he and I had discussed, since the decision to elope, was agreeing to not tell anyone else about this. We could be completely wrong but the reasoning behind keeping the plan quiet was that the boys, Gerard and Mikey specifically, wouldn't be happy with us going off to elope instead of having a 'proper' wedding. We'd all made pretty big plans for the wedding and they were excited for it, not just for the important roles we'd given them, but just to be able to witness it. We knew they'd be really disappointed if they found out there was not going to be a way they could be there with us. Knowing Gerard, if they knew, we'd not be able to make it out of the apartment door.

"Frank?"

"Mmm?"

It was a while later and we'd moved into the kitchen, leaning against benches opposite from each other but not looking at one another.

"Want a coffee?"

"Yes please." He came out of his stupor, moving his eyes slowly from the window facing into the window, whose curtains were drawn shut, of the office building next door to my face, lips lifting in a smile. I pushed myself off from the bench, got the milk from the fridge and shuffled over to the kettle to get to work. As I walked past him, Frank lightly touched my hand. "Oh! Gerard and Bob will no doubt be here any time soon so making them one too would, uh, be a good idea. You know how Gerard thinks he has the right to act like he lives here too."

I smirked and nodded, pulling two more coffee mugs off of the shelf, knowing Frank was right. Gerard had always acted like the apartment was his own and not accommodating him this early in the morning, with his caffeine levels low and his moodiness almost a guarantee, was pretty much asking for trouble. Black, no sugar for Frank ... White, one sugar for me and Bob ... White and three sugars for Gerard ... 

I turned to face Frank again after finishing the combinations and while waiting for the kettle to come to a boil. I arched a brow and he lifted both his in question.

"Are we going to talk any more about what we've been avoiding?" I asked him finally, tired of only our eyebrows conversing.

"I've not been avoiding it. Have you been avoiding it?"

"No. I've just been waiting for it to just, you know, come up into conversation."

"So you’re asking if we're going to talk about it some more is it coming up into conversation?"

"Well I thought you were avoiding it!"

He raised his eyebrows again and said infuriatingly, "I wasn't avoiding it."

"Well, neither was I."

"I gathered that some time after you forced it to 'come up into conversation'."

"There was no forcing, I - Gah, Frank!"

He started laughing. "I'm sorry, I couldn't resist. You're just too easy at this time of morning."

I glared playfully at him and mumbled half-hearted obscenities under my breath. "So ..." I paused and coughed. "We're eloping pretty soon, huh?"

"Yep."

"You're going to make this as difficult as if possibly could be for me, aren't you, Iero?" He smirked and nodded. "So, what? You have no idea you'd like to input?"

"Not as such but I guess we'd better set down a few basic details. For instance: mode of transport?"

I chewed on the inside of my lip. I knew that he had a slight fear - not a phobia of but he was definitely a little afraid- of flying but getting to Las Vegas from Jersey by driving was going to be no small feat. Frank saw the contemplative look on my face as I argued with myself internally and sighed, "You want to fly, don't you?"

"Well... yes, I do. But you'd rather drive?"

"I'm sorry."

I continued chewing on my lip. "Don't be." I turned again to fill the mugs with hot water, as the kettle had just begun to whistle, before continuing, "How hard can driving across all those states be, anyway?"

"Well," Frank said hesitantly, "I actually kind of thought it would be, er, fun."

I snorted while stirring the four coffees. "'Fun', Frank? It'll take ages and it'll just be me and you, so -"

"Mmhm, That's exactly why I want to travel by car. Because it'll just be us two and ... yeah" He looked up for my reaction but I was keeping my expression blank so that he would continue "It's just we'll be keeping married and all... And, its just sinking in that it really is for real, so some 'us time' would probably good for us, yeah?"

I smiled at the underlying sweetness of his reasoning and stated softly, "Okay, we can go by car."

He moved closer towards me, the smile stretching across his face threatening to split his head in two. "Yeah?" I nodded and he stopped in front of me, reaching behind me to rest his hands on the bench at my back. I was caught in between it and him. "So... you want some 'us time' too?"

I gripped his lower arms but he moved them to wrap around my waist instead so I replaced my hands lightly on his shoulders. "Maybe ..."

I trailed off and by now I was refusing to look anywhere but his lips.

"But maybe, first, we should ... um, we sh-should ..." Look away and form proper and complete sentences, goddammit! "We should probably finish making the plans for the, erm, the elopement?"

His fingertips travelled down my sides and then over my arms. He stopped at the inside of my elbow and gave it the barest of caresses. I shuddered and wondered how he knew that touching there would bring about that kind of reaction. Hell, I didn't even know that. When I opened my eyes again, he was smirking at the obvious effect he had on me. "Sorry but what was that, Carrie? I couldn't quite make it out with all that stuttering."

He bent his head down to my neck, stopping before his lips made contact with my skin, and blew where my neck met shoulder. I gripped his shoulders harder and dug my fingernails into his skin through the fabric of his shirt.

"Um ..." I tried to form a coherent sentence in reply and resolved to try harder when seeing the satisfied smirk he wore after my first try at a response, "God, stop touching me like that! I can't even think!"

My waist was released again as he moved his hands up to stroke along my jaw. My eyelids fluttered closed in anticipation when I felt his fingertips brush against my lips but then he stopped until I opened my eyes again. "Ah, I thought you wanted some 'us time'? But I can't touch you?" He pretended to look confused and started to slowly peel his body weight off of mine. I quickly grabbed his hips and pulled them back against mine. He moaned deep in his throat so that I only caught the slightest of sounds coming from his hung open mouth and instinctively rocked his hips against my own. He quickly recovered, looking down at me and chuckling. "But you just said that I couldn't touch you-"

Cutting him off in the most effective way, I pulled his face roughly down to mine, with hands firmly on either side of his face, and covered his lips, which I'd been eyeing, with mine. His hands were left in mid-air, in the space next to my face, until he dropped them down to his sides once more. When he started to kiss back and I was sure he wouldn't move, I released my hands from their clasp at the back of his neck and grabbed his hands. I guided them to the bottom of my shirt, making his thumbs slip under and touch the skin there. He groaned and accidentally bit my bottom lip. He pulled back a little, looking unsure, but I smiled back to reassure him that I didn't mind the biting. In fact, I actually liked it.

Answering his previously cut off question, I told him, "I do want some us time, right now."

Frank brought us back into the kiss, immediately slipping his tongue into my mouth as my lips had been parted slightly. All of a sudden, things had slowed back down. As our tongues brushed once, twice and laid still before continuing, my hands, still over his, directed him to pull my shirt over my head. His lips broke away from mine to move down my neck, along my clavicle and finally to the swell of my breasts above the pink bra I wore.

He smiled against my flesh as I made pleased noises and I smiled too, but at his cockiness. His face made it's way back to mine, kissing me again, Harder and rougher this time, making me respond by pressing myself completely and suggestively against him, thinking about how long I'd been wanting this. Frank broke the kiss and threw back his head, moaning loudly, due to the friction our bodies were creating, which only served to turn me on anymore. I took the opportunity to start kissing along his neck and, as I worked over his throat and started to nip at his shoulder, his hands moved around to unlatch my bra.

As his fingers were fumbling, a door somewhere else in the apartment slammed open, and we jumped apart. Guiltily, I attempted to smooth down my hair and, the smirk no longer in place, Frank handed me my shirt back. When Gerard entered, without Bob, I had redressed even if my shirt was inside out and back to front. 

"Sorry for coming over so early, my pretties. I just-" He stopped as he stepped fully into the kitchen and looked us over. We were both flushed, had messed up hair, crumpled clothes and were avoiding looking at each other in fear of giving anything away. Although our appearances could have been explained by just waking up and getting out of bed, I could see Gerard's brain ticking over and was convinced he knew what he'd interrupted. Looking back and forth between Frank and I, Gerard started again, slowly, "Um ... hi?"

"Hi!" Frank replied too brightly, causing me to wince and then glare at him. But I was only glaring at his back as he'd turned. He faced our way again, this time with Gerard's pre-made coffee to offer him. "Coffee?"

The suspicious look on our friend's face slipped away as he moved forward to gratefully accept the mug. "Oh, thank you! I knew you'd have one ready for me, thank you! You would NOT believe the morning I've had," He paused, smiled affectionately at the coffee and then took a sip. "ARGH!!" He shouted at the top of his voice, spitting the liquid back into the mug. He looked up at us with, what I'm sure was, the most disgusted and accusatory look he could manage. "What are you trying to do?! Make me want to give up caffeine?! That - that - 'coffee' is cold and has no sugar in it!"

"It does have sugar!" I defended quickly but took the mug off him anyway and threw its contents down the sink. "I just may have not stirred it all that well as I was distracted."

Gerard narrowed his eyes. "What about the reason it’s so fucking cold?!" Frank and I exchanged a look as we thought of what excuse could possibly work. Gerard caught this and then grinned widely. "OH!" When Frank and I started to protest his [correct] assumption, he flailed his hands around wildly, the grin still on his face. "No, no, it's okay. I get it, no need to explain."

I looked down at my feet. "We didn't do t-"

"Did I interrupt?" He interrupted, looking aghast.

"Kinda," Frank answered, shrugging, "Yeah."

"Oh man, I am so sorry," Gerard said sincerely after looking from me to Frank. "I just came around to suggest we all go around to the hospital to see how Ray's going - Bob's already there - but I can leave. Yeah, I'll just go and you can pretend I never came in and continue from which ever part it was that you left off."

I blushed furiously and covered my face with my hands.

Frank punched Gerard's shoulder. "Dude, shut up. Carrie, what do you think?" I peered through my fingers at them both, still embarrassed. "Want to go see Ray?"

I took away my hands and nodded. "Yeah, I'll just go get dressed."

He scratched the back of his head, looking away from me but desperately not in the smirking Gerard's direction. "Yeah, I'll just, you know, wait out here. You go get, um, dressed and I'll wait out here."

I raised my eyebrows and said quietly, "You're just making it awkward, you do realize that, right?"

"Actually, I'm trying not to." He looked over his shoulder and saw Gerard, now sitting in a chair at the table, watching us amusedly and with a hugely arrogant smirk on his face. "Oh God."

xo-

~ My Chemical Romance is done. But it can never die. Because it is not a band- it is an idea. ~