So, really, explicitly saying that I went to therapy and that my mental health was at an all time low for me, it was very important to say that explicitly in our songs and to really start this conversation. [x]

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sometimes it scares me a lot when Patty is so open about his mental health. i mean, sure it's great to be able to talk about it, and we all should talk about our struggles but- i can't help but to worry about him, and i don't even know him!

it also makes me feel so selfish and bad that i love those songs so much and they mean so much to me. like, it really hurts because he had to go through it to write them. does that make any sense?

~talk's a waste of time~